lets see what shall i write today.

well first and foremost im alone at home. just hate it when im home and nobody's around. how i wish mum can just be a full-time housewife so that she will always be the one opening the door and welcoming me home from school. you know that welcomed feeling you feel when someone open the door for you. feeling2 mcm special gitu. better than than when you opened the door and all you see is a very dark living room, all windows closed and nobody's home. but oh well, she has to work to help out with the financial. im just so happy and proud to have a mum like her. she had sacrifice her sleep on having to go wake up at 4am and out from the house by 6 in the morning. when she reached home, she'll take a short nap and after that prepare lunch/dinner for the family. you see how awesome my mum is? :)

im very much aware that my parents aint getting younger but that never stop them from working. so insyaallah after i graduate from poly will like to search for job tapi kalau ade rezeki masuk university, i'll proceed to my degree first. i really want to lessen my parents' burden. i want them to stay at home and enjoy their retirement days, main2 ngan cucu2 ke.. hahaha.. part nk ade cucu biar my abang2 yang tersayang kahwin dulu la ye. my time still sooo long.. anyways.. abg udin already found a job. alhamdulillah. that really lessens their burden since there's one more source of income to help out with the household financial. and talking about him, he's doing his reservist for 1 week. so for now, only left me, mum and dad at home. abg lan still serving his ns and he's left with 11 more months to go to ord. well as for me, exams are coming up in a few weeks time. and i havent start studying. haha. mcm biase jugak confirm nanti blaja last minute. common tests results have been released long time ago and im really not satisfied with 2 of my modules results. such a disappointment. we'll strive to get good grades for exams. got to maintain that gpa of 3.5. insyaallah boleh. got to start studying very very soooooon~

TP lab test. IS presentation. CMB presentation. MI mini project. EM3A quiz. EDPR mini project 3. and after all that is done, EXAMS!! im just looking forward for semester break. my friends and myself are planning to go pahang organised by the school during the long break. its more to an adventurous camp. there's paintball, flying fox, water rafting and all those outdoor activities. its been awhile that i get involved with these kind of activities. it falls during the third week of raya. so i guess that will not be a problem. still can celebrate raya for the first two weeks. i need a break and pampered myself with activities. and once i get my bursary money, i shall pamper myself by shopping! :) sounds like a plan to me.

overall, im grateful with what i have. in that way, i am very much contented with life. i've got a few awesome close friends, a family who will always be my pillar of strength and most importantly is i have Allah who will always be there for me when i need Him. we're just one prayer away. :)



this is what i wear for school today. ayu tak? heheh. okay self-proclaim.
my very first time wearing this kind of hijab. and im loving it.
gonna buy more of it soooooon