Thursday, June 9, 2011,9:09 PM
freeeee

yeay no test already. i feel like whipping my hair back and forth. hahah. so now, i dont even know what to do during my 2 weeks break. i really should do something fruitful. but like what??? hmmm.. baking? cooking? go out with friends? how about dating? hahah.. okay ssshhh..
hmmm abang udin just got a job! and today he also just received his final results and passed with good grades. alhamdulillah. he clever boy la. everything all goes well for him. with hardwork of course. how can i ever be like him? i feel like he's the clever one and im just like the total opposite of him. haishhhh.. ala.. bottom line both of my brothers are super clever. but me? *shakes head* macam no hope gitu kan. its all because of them i tried to strive and get good results too. i dont want later my parents will start comparing me and my brothers. me no like. my brothers aspire me to succeed because if they can do it, why cant i? btol tk btol? :)
about today.. abang's gf send some kuih back at home. and it seems that ayah and mak seems to be approving them. i can remember exactly what my ayah say.. "abang udin dh ade cewek, abang lan pun ade cewek" then he smiled. i even asked mum who give the kuih and she said " kawan abg udin yang kasi, nadzirah" haha.. dh ade cewek tu nanti tk lame lagi kpak bing bing la jawabnyee.. jeng jeng jenggg.. i really cant imagine seeing my brothers getting married. we will just have to see what the future holds for them. well as for me, my mr right will come if not now, later. one fine day. no rush. i'll enjoy singlehood while i still can. because once im attached, i'll give it my all. :)
ahhhh look at my picture. i got fat cheeks. need to start jogging from now onwards. no more hesitation already.. but the question is can i wake up tomorrow morning to jog? part tu macam susah sikit.. hehehe..
okay la dont know what to rant already.
bye!