hello bloggy. i know no one bothers reading this blog but nevermind i shall keep on ranting and posting for me to type whatever i feel or want.

its been a week plus plus and i can die of boredom at home. so many things to buy in mind but have money crisis. booo! :(feel like giving up already and shall rot at home and besarkn perut je kat rumah. hehs. i've been out of shape since i have been eating and eating non-stop at home. eating is the only thing i can think of whenever im bored. mane lah tk gemok. tapi tkpe, gemok cute pe. hahaha yelah tu.. nanti dh gemok, complain. and pretty pretty please i dont want to have double chin. gemok perut tkpe, tknk gemok muke. hahaha.. okay stop, dh mrepek.

anyways, sitting at home mostly, alone, is not helping me to stop thinking of you. how much i hate it when memories and flashbacks comes along everytime i have nothing to do. its like uninvitedly, a particualr scene of you and me pops out in my mind and i just have to shake it off to get rid of it. sometimes memories makes it hard for us to get over somebody. how much you tried convincing yourself that you're already over that someone but in the back of your mind, they will still have some space in your heart regardless how much you told yourself to stop thinking about that someone. its really frustrating. no matter what, i just have to face reality that things between us really cant work out no matter how hard we tried to make it work. i let you go. twice already. i dont know whether i can take it for the 3rd time. and its hurting me just thinking about it. sometimes things are just not meant to be. oh how i miss riding bikes. :(

okay dayah emo alreaddyyy.. i just hate it when i had nothing to do. nothing to keep me occupied so i wont have any thoughts of you. sunnguh frustrating. me no like.

good night world.