these past few days i have been soo lazy to update my blog ever since i reached home from india. that explains why i just upload videos on my previous post. oh well, since it is the start of a new semester in school, i shall talk about school then. hmm.. first day if school was IS. oh man, i really dont like this module. i know it is for our own good as this module will somehow helped us in a way that will benefit us even though it is not related to the course i am taking which is biomedical engineering. IS stands for errr.... if i am not wrong Interdisciplinary Skill module. i think. hahaa. i myself not sure. just one good thing about IS is that i finish school at 12. so i managed to get home earlier today.

so as for tomorrow, i'll be meeting sya after school. so since she finishes class at 4, i just have to stay in school for a little while before making my way there. i am sooo going to buy the takoyaki in her school. :) sedap banget itu makanan. i shall buy more tomorrow to fulfill my cravings. hahaa. but that only means one thing. i am sure going to gain weight after that. boooo! :(

talking about gaining weight, i am getting fatter day by day. haha. okay i admit i'm fat. no kidding. so to aini, stop calling me anorexic already. if only i was working, i could have shed some weights of me due to all the sweat and etc. i still remember when i work in charles & keith. i was sweating like crazy and i hardly eat due to the hectic schedule. i lost so much weight back then and for now back to square one. hahaa! what the heck. so today my mum and myself fast today. well, fasting is one way of dieting and i have to pay back my fasting due to my menses. i lost count how many days i missed. so to play safe i shall pay back 7 fasting days. so 1 down, 6 more to go.

hmm what else? oh yaa. check the date today people! its 25th October 2010. this only mean one thing. 6 more days to my birthday! yeay me! i am getting older but young at heart okay. dont play-play. hahahaa.. thankyou abang lan for giving me an advanced birthday present. me like it very much. :) i dont expect something major to happen on my birthday. i just hope i am able to spend my special day with my loved ones. that is more important than anything else. without them in my life, i have no one to share my ups and downs with and and i know without them, especially my family, i wont be the person that i have become this very moment.

okay lets not get all mushy. so bottom line, i dont need to have a boyfriend to keep my happy, all i need is my family and friends because they are the ones who keep me going and supporting me all these while. i may want to find myself a boyfriend, but on this particular thing i let god decide for me on who is it going to be, when will i ever will have one, how it will happen, why him and what kind of person he is. i stand on my principle on the qoute saying 'everything happens for a reason'. maybe the reason why my used-to-be-boyfriend didnt make it thorugh it, is because god have something/someone better for me or things are just not meant to be for both of us or it aint a right time yet. He has his own reason on why a particular thing happen. i just can assume and guess what is the reason behind it sebab Allah Maha Mengetahui segala-galanya. relationship is all about commitment and compromising with one another. i may find a boyfriend right this moment, but will it last? relationship just based on love and intimacy wont last. you have to compromise alot and give your fullest commitment to one another. some can last up until marriage while some break up halfway through. life is very unpredictable. we cant predict what is going to happen next in our life. kite merancang tetapi Allah yang menentukan.

oh yaaa one more thing, i've told earlier in my recent post that abang uding has lent me his book called 'Rangakaian Cerita dalam Al-quran'. i just finish reading the first chapter which is about the story of Nabi Adam. the story of Nabi Adam is quite interesting. the next chapter will be about Nabi Nuh. i shall continue either later on or probably next time whenever i feel like reading it. this book is really good. it tells us all the different stories of different Nabis and from the story we are able to know more about them and their life.

its almost to 11 now. i shall wash up later and sleep. but then, i had my usual afternoon nap just now so i dont think i will sleep any time soon. and oh my, i thought i have nothing much to write about. but when these fingers keeps pressing these alphabets non-stop, i had a whole chunks of words written for today. hahahaa..

so i'll add some pictures of the open house i had on Saturday (16/10/2010) for raya. i know raya has already finishh but my mum make a special arrangement just for me since i didnt get to visit my relative's open house and of course dapat feeling2 hari raya skali. :) mum's the best.