i shall bathe right after this post. anyways, as my usual morning, i had my jogging session. so you can imagine how stinky i smell right now. hahaha!

alone at home and i dont like it. parents are working while both brothers are out. i dont even know what to do right now. 1st brother did lend me a book call 'Rangkaian Cerita dalam Al-Quran'. this book tells the different story of our nabi-nabi such as nabi adam, nabi musa, nabi muhammad s.a.w. and etc. i have not yet start reading so i may be reading it today to occupy myself at home. elder brother lend me that book because yesternight night, my mum, abang udin and myself were talking about some islamic issues. from the story-telling i had about my visit to one of the mosque in india to the different ways of people worship Allah( ajaran sesat), to how to know and manage your heart( jauhi dari sifat dengki dan membenci sesama manusia and etc) to the stories of the different nabis. i love it when i had these kind of talks. i admit that i am lacking of religious knowledge since its been a long time since i went to any syarahan or have been to any madrasah to learn more about the islam in terms of sirah, akhlak, akidah and fiqh. thank god, i have a family who are very religious that can share their stories, views and opinions about islam. it makes me realise how cetek my pengetahuan on the islamic issues really is. how saddening is that! :( astarghfirullahalazim. allah please forgive me.

overall, i feel very blessed having my family by my side. most people may say that my family like no life, always follow by the rules. as much i want my freedom, to lead my life without people controlling it, and do the things i want to do, but then again no matter what age i am in; my parents will be responsible for my sins, for my disobedience and etc since they are the one who are suppose to teach me good moral values and teach me religious values too. thanks to them, i have started wearing tudung. it may be difficult for me to wear it for the first few days and weeks and even a few months since i was judged by people around me about my sudden change and it is not easy going through all that because people will say this and that and sometimes something unpleasant. i may feel sad and upset, but now i am so getting use to it. i even wear it throughout during my whole india trip despite the hot weather over there. i did prayed too throughout my stay there too. mum never fail to remind me not to forget my prayers while i am away. mum once said everywhere we go in this world, semua tu tempat allah, hence we can never stop praying and make doa to allah. alhamdulillah, 2 of my poly friends, one who seldom prays and the other one who never pray for a long time, has starting praying. i cant describe in words how grateful i was to see them taking wudhu' and pray. masyaallah. i was overwhelmed to see the changes in them. i hope they will continue this good deed when they are here in Singapore.



eh tengok abang handsome dalam gambar tu! wahhhh muka ada senyumm.. hahaa. mestilah senyum sebab esok birthday die pe. since tomorrow's date is 22 October, i will like to wish him an advanced birthday. umur dah pun 24. tuanyeeeeee... hehehee.. semoga dimurahkan rezeki and dipanjangkan umur. may you always be a good elder brother who shows good example to me and abg lan. :) may you have success in life and achieve your life goals. may allah bless you always. :) amin.

Kecantikan wanita tidak akan berarti tanpa akhlak dan perilaku yang mulia.