i am 38.6 degree celcius hot. damnnnnnn.. this fever is killing me. demam la, hingus la, batok la all in 1. . im sick of getting sick. i guess my immune system is soo low that its hard for me to recover quickly. then sikit2 kene makan obat. obat flu la, obat demam la, panadol la, obat doctor la and macam2 lagi. me no like. hopefully bile ramdhan menjelang im not sick anymore. dah 3 minggu ni sakit. :((((((((((.

since im stuck at home AGAIN, i shall talk about abang lan's mini celebration yesterday night. we headed down to try yew tee point chicken rice, the stall that is near the entrance. thankfully there's seats for us as it was kind of packed in there. abang lan yang belanje. die nye birthday, die yang belanje eh? hahaaa.. well, he insisted in paying. so may Allah, menambahkan lagi rezekimu. amin. :) he went out with girlfriend yesterday afternoon and he got alot of presents from her. best seyyy.. the only present that i get from someone special is my one and only elmo. love that present soo much. thankyou eh.. you know who you are. :)

i dont want to talk much. now let the picture do the talking. dad is not with us as he have some event to attend to..

before making our way to the chicken rice shop...







at the shop..


i got my new spects! hi im bedah, you are?


my two handsome brothers.


my amazing mum.

to the women above, i just want to say a million times thankyou for taking good extra care of me. i know a million thanks aint enough for the effort you had put in to ensure that im well again. you never fail to remind me to take my medicine. and sometimes you even spoonfeed me the cough syrup when im all lazy to eat all those yucky medicines. im not trying to say that i ni anak manja. but she does that to my brothers too. her love for her children is soo great. im overwhelmed to have her as a part of my life and i am always grateful to Allah as to have an amazing mum like her. alhamdulillah syukur. all her sacrifices she made will be greatly awarded by Allah. amin ya rab.

as you can see from the photos too, i even wear tudung even if i go somewhere near like yew point and not just for school. i want to train myself to wear tudung wherever i go. i know im still aint ready to wear tudung 24 hours when i go out but i know one fine day i will be ready. sometimes i brags on how my friends and people judge me on how i look so makcik2 wearing tudung and i look better without it. but my family is bunch of awesome people that always advices me that i should just ignore and dont bother on what people say or think of me. insyallah i can go through with all these cobaan. amiiinnnnn...

and to you, thankyou for the concern. those words just tell me that you still do care. and i hope you're doing fine wherever you are. :)

the song for the day..



now i need my rest. im getting a little bit giddy here.
may god bless you. :)