damn it. i miss my long hair :'(
dear hair, please be nice to me and grow faster.

anyways, my left arm are numb and swollen due to the injection i took. the vaccination i took was typhoid and hepatitis A. it feels so cramped now and my friend accidentally hit my injected area. just great. the pain was unbearable.

i still remember back in tan tok seng hospital i was so nervous to take the injection. its not that im afraid of needles, just scared that it will be painful. then before the nurse started to inject me, i took a very deep breath and close my eyes. in less than 10 seconds, it was all done. two jabs on my left arm. well, the last time i had my injection was back in primary 6. and i can swear to God it was crazily painfully until my whole arm feels so numb and it takes me a few weeks to recover.

so in total the vaccination cost me more than 50 bucks. its okay. its worth the money and worth the pain. no pain, no gain. as long it keeps me healthy, its all worth it. and i feel that its better to get pain while being jabbed rather than pain having a broken heart. when you're jabbed it may only take a few days or weeks to get healed but when you're in pain because of a broken heart, the healing period may take months, years or worst forever.

broken heart? proudly to say, im so over that. :)

Have you ever reminisced on something in the past, thinking of every possible way you could have changed it, made it last, made it work? You spend your days waking up, thinking about it - hoping it will come back - nothing lasts forever. We go through our lives thinking about yesterday and not today. You’re in denial, heartache and regretting. We’re young, we’re reckless and we’re alive. We make mistakes, we lose people we love and that’s just the way life works. Letting go isn’t being weak or giving up. Letting go is growing up.