finally a day at home today. i had been going out with a friend of mine to study these past few days. i simply cant concentrate well when i tried to study at home. now i decided to stay at home. its exhausting to go out during the fasting season. i tend to get tired easily. and thanks to the weather i woke up at 12 plus. :) cooling weather huh? alhamdulillah.
its been 8 days already ever since the muslim and muslimah started fasting. alhamdulillah i have not yet missed any of it. this month of ramadhan, i did something different. ramadhan is a blessed month for the Islamic people. i wanted to gain as much pahala as i can and may Allah forgive me for all my sins and mistakes i made. i wanted to be closer to Allah. so since im having my holiday, i have more than enough time to do something beneficial that is melakukan amalan ibadah. i recite the quran everyday after one of my prayers. i also did solat tahajjud after i have my sahur. anddd i really make a promise to myself never to skip solat terawih. if not at the mosque, i shall do it at home. i want to try and accomplish all these by the end of ramadhan, just not to skip any of it. insyallah.
sometimes i feel so lazy to do all these but i reminded myself that jangan ikutkan sangat sifat malas tu sebab sifat malas tu datang dari syaitan yang menghasut diri untuk tidak melakukan perkara yang disuruh Allah. so im determined to fight back all these penyakit M(malas). its all in the will. its all in the determination.
this year ramadhan has been a memorable one. never in my entire life that i ever break fast with my friends. but this year i did. it was with my friends and my friend's family a few days ago. and i even solat terawih with them too. parents were against it at first but i managed to win back their hearts. thank god.
this year ramadhan has been a meaningful month too. i didnt waste my time rotting at home or basically doing nothing and wasting time. i occupy my time doing things that will benefit me. and everytime i did all those things that i mentioned earlier on, i will feel peace. macam tenang gitu. it purify the soul and the heart. and again nasyid songs.. masyallah, it makes me feel tenang. listen to it in bulan ramadhan feels more magical. really no kidding. macam more relaxing and sedap telinga mendengarnya. dont believe me? go and give it a try.
before i end this post, here's a video i want to share called..
Khutbah Rasulullah SAW Menyambut Bulan Suci Ramadhan
may Allah Bless You all. amin ya rab. its almost to 3pm. i shall bathe now. perangai busok sey dayah. time gini baru nak mandi. hahaa! have a great day people.
ps. you appeared in my dream. it felt so real. you were really there with me. just the two of us. i can still recall what happened in that dream. after all these years, in all people, i dreamt of you. weird huh..
