i should be doing my assignments right now. but this lazy illness of mine has taken control of me. what i will do all day is facebook, watchi television and my new found hobby is tumblr-ing. and oh ya thanks to sya, i have been going to this website, karaokeparty.com, where i can sing my hearts out and they will rate it how good am i as a singer. singing can help you to de-stress. haha. its kind of fun. that same goes to yesterday. i did the same thing all over again with my assignments left untouched. mum didnt let me go out yesterday. ): if not i can watch eclipse with my poly mates. anyone wants to watch with me? waiting for my friend to confirm the date is like waiting forever. pfft.. well, cant blame her. she's busy with cca and school.

lately, i have been feeling rather down. dont ask me why as i dont even know myself. sometimes life is too complicated to describe what i've been going through. it feels as though a part of me wants it and a parts of me dont. a part of me say yes and a part of me say no. you know that kind of feeling that you're uncertain with something and trying your best to resolve it but couldnt find a solution to it. im a mess. i cant focus. seriously, i need to do some soul-searching and ask what i want in life or to be specific what i need in my life. i want to go somewhere far and think it through. just me, myself and no one else interfering. someone to guide me through will be better. hmmm.. oh well.. its true what the doctor say then and i shall not say anything about that.

bottom line, i just cant wait for the next holidays. i need a break.