gooooood morning lovely people! time check: 9:14am. i just woke up and the first thing i do is to switch on the laptop. hahaha. here i am laying on my bed with my hair all messed up and with my stomach growling for food. i shall bathe after im done with this post.

hows your weekends so far? mine is okay i guess. i wanted to blog yesterday night but since family is watching karate kid at my laptop, i let them use it. i even thought of waiting for the movie to end so that i can blog but my tired eyes cant take it anymore and i dozed off to sleep.

so what did i do yesterday? basicly, i did clean up my oh-so-messy room. thankyou mum for helping me out. now its all cleaned and tidied but i cant assure to myself on how long this cleanliness will stay. hahaha.. then headed up to nurul's crib to give her belated birthday present. im glad you like it. and sya perangai. kate je pukul 8.30 pagi nak jumpe to give nurul a suprise visit. i called her umpteen times but she didnt picked up her call and reply my messages. i guess if i throw a bomb at her, she wouldnt even hear it. tidur mati agaknye ni budak. LOL! and guess what she finally call me up at 2 in the afternoon. by that time i've already reached home.

i decided not to wait her up and went to nurul's crib at 11. i hang out at her crib and had our normal girl talk like how we used to do. its beeenn sooo long since i last met her. and thanks tipah for renovating my 'room'. it look sooo much better now.. tak sia2 ade kawan mcm kau.. :)

then later in the afternoon, i went shopping with mum. i bought 2 pairs of shoe for myself. i've got huge, gigantic feet mind you. since i found a shoe that can fit me perfectly, i just go ahead and bought them. one for school and one for hari raya. now im left with searching for my baju raya. all my family members have bought theirs except for me. mine is always so difficult to find or maybe im just too cerewet on choosing my clothes? haha. well, i've got to find it fast as fasting month is nearing and i dont want to go geylang when i need to fast. confim cepat haus and lapar.

and with the extra cash i had, thanks to the bursary i got a few weeks ago, i bought for my mum shoes too. its so-called an advanced birthday gift for her. i just ask her to choose the shoes that she likes and i'll pay for it. :)

actually our purpose for me and mum to go out shopping is to search for my luggage as im going somewhere far on september for 1 month. and we didnt realise that the luggage that we wanted to buy is at the same shoe shop. after choosing my luggage, i paid for it and i was told i can get a membership card as i spent more than 80 bucks. oh my, i didnt thought of spending over 80 bucks in just one shop. baru dapat duit bursary dah blanje banyak. i cant imagine myself when i had my own income when i start working. blanje lagi banyak la nampaknye. XD

after that, to avoid more temptations, we headed back home.

2nd brother is soo generous with his money and treated the whole family double cheeseburger when he reached home. yelahhh dah dapat gaji pe orang tu.. last week, he treated us kfc family meal. then yesterday night he treated us two oreo milkshakes from McDonald. one is chocolate and the other one is starwberry. semoga Allah murahkan rezeki abang lan. Amin..

oh yaaa one more thing. i argued wiith dad yesterday night. urggghhh.. geram betol. its just something minor abeh die nak besar2kan. in your eyes, i am always a bad person kan? i dont wish to elaborate more... buat darah up je.. urrrgghhhhhh!

i just dont understand him. at least mum is sooo much understanding than him. i love her to bits. she started to give me my space. she dont mind if i go home a little bit late as long i inform her where i'm at. she advices me and does not scolds me like how dad did. and got this point of time, i did ask her this question if i can have a boyfriend. the first thing she say, 'gi bawak jumpe mak dulu then die kene imamkan solat. selepas tu, die kene soal jawab ngan mak tentang soal agama.' i was like whattttt.. hahaha.. kesian matair aku.. i know she meant well. so to my boyfriend -to-be whoever you are, you know the criteria. :)

but you see, we may want our boyfriend/girlfriend to meet this certain criteria. for example, our partner needs to be handsome, pretty, tall, intelligent and etc. to me, if you fall for someone, you dont need a reason why. you just fall. not because whether he/she seems perfect for you, and certainly not because they're rich so that he/she can buy the things that you want.

because love to me, its the way how you see an imperfect person perfectly. is the way how you accept the person the way he /she is now and wants whats best for him/her. is the way that makes you feel that nothing else matters as long you're with the person you love. you willingly sacrificed a lot just to be with the person you love despite all the hurdles you need to face. love is when you stand up for him/her when there's anyone who's trying to talk bad things about him/her behind his/her backs.

love is pure. love is more than just intimacy and love based on just intimacy will leads to nowhere. love is when you be there for them during their ups and downs. love is when you are able to be yourself and do not need to pretend to be somebody different. love is when your heart skips a little faster each time you crossed upon his/her name or maybe when you speak or think about him/her. and a feeling soo indescribable as though is the first time you had ever fallen in love.

its so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

thats my mum. pretty and sweet.
macam anak die juga.. hahaha! =P

ps. hey abang sachok.. when you want to give me a ride on your new bike?? =D