I NEED A BREAK. I HAVE BEEN THINKING TOO MUCH. GOT TO PUT A STOP TO ALL THIS. REALLY NEEDS TO SETTLE THINGS FIRST. MY EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS ARE ALL JUMBLED UP. I FEEL AS THOUGH IM USELESS. ARGHH.. IM CONFUSE. IM STRESS. IM SAD. IM DEPRESSED. I NEED TO SLEEP BUT MY EYES WONT SIMPLY SHUT. AND NOW ITS GIVING ME HEADACHE. I THINK I NEED TO DO SOME SOUL-SEARCHING.

ps. i want to go to the beach.