i just love it when my hair is all messed up and it's getting longer. yeay!
psst.. psst.. smells of sunsilk too.. (:

good morning world. i just woke up. time check. its 12pm. bangun tidur tros switch on computer. bagus eh perangai anak dare si sainal ni. bukannye nk mandi dulu. mkn breakfast dulu ade la. XD hahahaha!

i've been sleeping pretty late this few days. thats how those eyebags came about. tu lahh tidur petang lagi kan.. kan malam dh tk bleh tidur. tidur je kejenye. hahaha. perangai snorlax siaa.. i still remembered someone once called me that before. LOL. (: and again, im alone at home. as always.

brother will be back today. he called yesterday and probably reach home at night. i cant wait to see his new look; bald and tanned look. omg, such funny and cute combination. and by sunday he needs to be back to tekong again. sad right.. mcm no life gitu..

im done with my assignments. there.. i told you it wont be a last minute thing. im left with my one and only mini project. i've not yet contact my friend who's doing that project with me. i bet she is still enjoying her holidays and aint got the mood to start working on it. so i shall let her enjoy and maybe start pestering her next week.

since i have nothing intersting to post now.
i shall write the types of guy i prefer since i did say i shall post about it in the previous post.

hmm.. where should i start?

if i tell about the characteristic of my past lovers, all of them are unique and different in many ways. what i know, you cant just compare them with the others. each of them has their own special ways that make me accept them in my life. some of them dont even fall into the category of my ideal guy. maybe thats what it meant by “Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfectly.” they may have their own flaws, own sets of background and problems, different pasts stories, but its just base on how you accept them as who they are. if only i can invent a machine which i can insert all the traits i want in a guy, compile them up and insert it in the machine. in a few seconds, then voala, mr perfect guy will be infront of me instantly. hahaha

okay let just put it this way. i prefer guys who i feel comfortable to be with, have sense of humour, can just be myself when im around them and makes me feel loved. okay done. sings and plays the acoustic guitar very well is a bonus. makes my heart go wow-wow-weeeeeeeee..! XD

hmmm... and lately, my feelings seems to be so weird. seriously. i dont know why recently that im starting to reminiscing the past all over again. hishhh.. maybe this what happens when i have nothing to do at home. my mind in a flash starts to press the replay button and plays all those memories back. and when i recalled all those moments, i feel soo happy and it puts a smile on my face. what i love about you is that you make me feel protected. i like the feeling. it feels good. knowing that no one will be brave enough to disturb me whenever you're around. not many guys can do that. maybe thats what makes you special. i wish to write more about you but i just dont want to make it too obvious. manelah tau you still read this blog of mine. orang dh move on, kite kat sini nk ingat kenangan dulu lah pula. buat malu je. haha. its true then that first love is an unforgettable one.(: im really curious whether you still read my blog. do you still care? if only i can read people's mind and heart. then it wont be such a hassle figuring out what has been up in their mind. okayyyyy dahhhh2 cukup. jangan nk berbual merepek. sape mau layan.. kan dh start berbual sendiri.

i have an event at school which i have a choice to attend or not. so since penyakit M(malas) ni dh serang, most likely i'll just stay at home and pamper myself with watching television and using the computer. or maybe i should movie-marathon. we'll see how. to the rest, have a great friday! (:

ps. im in love with the song angels cry by mariah carey, my blog song.
it somehow relates to how im feeling now.
and also mariah carey has a great voice. how i wish i can sing like her.