HAPPY BIRTHDAY AQIM!

i know i shouldnt call you by that name. but im already used to it. i hope you dont mind. =/

so let me write a short yet sweet birthday wish for this birthday boy. semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki. stay healthy always. may God Bless you. 3 more months to your national service. so enjoy your life to the fullest while you still can. keep your hair as long as you want. when you step your feet in the NS life, say goodbye to freedom and say goodbye to the long jambul of yours. hahaha. all the best in everything you do alrights. (:

i guess maybe im just too forgiving. thats my weakness. well it can be my strength too. its just that i dont like to hold grudges. whatever for? with time, the hatred heals. everyone makes mistakes. even i do make mistakes.

whatever it is, i will always remind myself that things happen for a reason. if he's not yours, he will never will. if he is, somehow or something may happen and we will eventually meet again. do you believe in miracles? well i do. so i'll just go with the flow and see what my future brings. the future is so unpredictable. kite merancang, tapi Allah yang menentukan.

and its difficult to let go since we've been together for a long period of time. i couldnt believe i can make it that far. but im suprised that i heal quite fast from this heartbreak. maybe im used to you not being there for me anymore. you know what, i shall not rack up the past. whats done cannot be undone. we're still friends. put all the past behind and start afresh. throw all those bad memories, aint healthy to keep one. let bygones be bygones.

now that the feelings are numb. i can remember all those happy moments without crying. instead it kept me smiling. let those moments be kept between me and you. the others shall not know. *winks*

its been awhile since we last met.
but that doesnt mean i forget everything about you.
lets see.. i remember you just love to twitch your nose. really love to catch you for that funny habit of yours. haha. you got nice brown eyes. anyways, do you still keep those movie tickets? the movies we watched are so many. i dont think the fingers on my hand are enough to count. hmm.. you like peach milktea without pearls. (: your handwriting is soo neat. so curvy. when did you ever learn to write like that. oh ya.. you're so vain. you look at the mirror more frequently than i do. LOL! and is that mole on your nose getting bigger? hehehe.. =P

okay enough. i wanted to write more but nah, i decided not to. and hence i shall end my post. i dont know whether you do still read my blog. if you are, i hope you're doing fine. insyaAllah, god's will, we'll meet again. (: