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good morning earth! Thank God Its Friday as tomorrow will be the weekends. the weekends are the times that i can really study well and have my full rest. common test is coming up at the first or second week of june and i have yet to do some catching up on some of modules that i'm still unsure of. im certainly not fully prepared yet.

i was suppose to study yesterday night but again and again i slept through the night and wake up when the sun rise. this gets me thinking. why am i soo exhausted?? its not as if i need to run or do something intensive in school. maybe for now, i have to get my coffee ready at night just to keep me awake so that i will not do my assignments last minute and also to ensure that i will not kanchiong-ly think of what to wear to school on the day itself and not to forget to choose what scarf to wear.. mum has been such a sweetheart as she will get all those prepared for me, all ironed neatly and it will be hanged outside my closet and she also never fails to make breakfast for the family before she leaves the house before 6 to work. i know she's tired of working but just to support our family income, she never complain. that is why mum is someone very very very dear to me, the best mum that i wont ever trade for anything else. i really hope i can make my parents proud especially to my mum like how both of my brothers did. insyaallah. god's will. doa, iktiar, and redha.

talking about my brothers, 2nd brother are getting ready for school now as it is his graduation day today. i feel like i am a caterpillar who is slowly crawling to adapt poly life while 2nd brother is like a butterfly getting ready to fly high to the sky and he can decide for himself where he wants to go. for your information, he achieved the top 5% in school. clever right?? i envied him. both brothers did so well in school and sometimes i feels that i cant be like them. whatever it is, i shall not demoralized myself. whenever there's a will, there's a way. (: anyways, i just took a solo photo of myself using my brother's graduation clothes. my mum also wore it too. seriously i find my mum so cute and adorable. (: will upload the photos soon.

later at 11am, im heading to sya's crib since my class starts at 3pm. only 2 hours of practical and then im done with school. morning lesson was canceled because the lecturer wasn't free. so next week will be the make-up lesson. sooo.. rather than rotting at home, i shall go to her house and do some catching up. i did go to her house a few days back but only for a short while. so much things to talk about but so little time. and by the way, she's having her e-learning week which means she's not schooling for 1 week. how lucky of her.

and now since im all alone at home. i webcam-ed! (:










stupid face


sleepy face


minah-tk-menjadi face. haha!


mintak-simpati face. hahs


say 'aaaahhhhhhhhhh'

okay thats enough.
so have a fruitful friday people. (: