aini! nak aku update sangat kan?
so dengan segala hormatnya, silakan bace post aku yang tak seberape ini.
hahaha!


just took this picture a few minutes ago. im happy today and elmo, being my best night companion, is happy for me. just look how adorable my elmo is. (:

good morning world! im super excited for today. after so much waiting for about 1 month plus, im officially getting my sayang. that is my laptop, of course. actually, it should be delivered on Monday itself. cheat my feelings only. so yesterday i got a call from them, and they should be delivering my sayang any time soon now. i used my hard-earned money to purchase this laptop of mine. well, dad did chipped in some cash. (: thanks dad.. so got to be extra extra careful of not misplacing it in school and etc because i know i can be a blur sotong, careless and forgetful lady at times. so for now, im a happy kid. i've got my baby (camera) and my sayang (laptop). what more can i ask for? =D

so while waiting for Mr Delivery man, lets talk about what happened during my FIP in school. its like orientation but there's no overnight session. they do have it, but i didnt register for it. malas dok! like the usuals, during orientation, there's ice-breaking session, we were entertained by their performances and so on. i love the part when there's a live band performing for us. basicly there are many bands performed by our own students at NP. suke suke. did i told you that guys who can sing and play the guitar well makes me go guguguggagaga-weee? hehehe. its an indescribable feeling which i like. damn, i love all of their band. great vocals, awesome song played.

most importantly, i did meet some nice people in my group. but sadly, most of them neither in my course nor classmate. we were grouped randomly during our orientation and most of them were in ECE (Electronic Computer Engineering) while im in BME (Biomedical Engineering). so we exchanged email address and number hoping that we can still keep in contact despite the fact we're in different course. so after the 2 days of FIP ended, we were then gathered to our own individual classes and thank god, there's malays in my class. my prayers has been answered. alhamdulillah. it sent chills down my spine everyday thinking about whom my classmates will be.

overall, FIP was okay.

talking about school, i aint ready. seriously. i always wonder and ponder what if i cant make it through my course or the modules will be effing hard to manage and difficult to score well? hate this kind of feeling. it pulls my spirit down. insyallah, i can make it through. amin. i got to believe in myself so that others can believe in me too. whatever it is, i have to put my best behaviour in school and get great results that will make my parents proud, just like how my both brothers did. praises to God, 2nd brother are able to make it to university as his final year exam was wonderfully done! (: but of course, he needs to go through National Service first. so the university will reserved him a place for him. 1st brother is in his final year in university, i think. damn, i envy them. so as a black sheep in the family, i've got to give assurance to my parents that i can be like my brothers. they are my inspirations. if they can do it, so can i. so 19th April, here i comes. & by the way, i think i'll get lost during my first day of school. haha!

heading to the shower now.. toodles!