hellllllloooooo sunny Sunday!
my weekends fly so fast. since its already Sunday, this means tomorrow is back to schoooolll! oh tidakkkkkk.. hahaha. dramatic sey dayah.. well, school aint that bad. i've met some nice people in my class and also some friends during my orientation. im abit lost in the physics part even though some who studied physics said it was all the basics. so i shall do some read-up later on just to get the better hang of it. of course, i want to excel in every module which is including the physics-related module. hopefully, over time, i'll be able to manage and overcome these obstacles with the help of my peers and lecturers. thank god, both brothers can help me too since they're taking engineering course too..

hmm about my CCA, i decided to join Muslim Society Club. i was told that it is a very relaxing and not an intensive CCA. when there is an event, we can either choose to go or not to go. its not like secondary school whereby its compulsory to attend every event organised and no teachers will be there to chase after us if we absent ourselves from that particular event. so that is one good thing about poly. hehs. hence, CCA wont have much effect on my schedule then. there will be a camp this coming may. i should be going since i have company.

the objectives i joined this club is to get to know more friends and also be more close to religious event. i know i aint perfect. i made alot of mistakes in the past. but i know, i can be a better person if i choose to. if you people have notice, i'm starting to wear tudung ever since i step my foot to ngee ann poly. to be honest, it is not my decision to do so in the first place. my family have been reminding me over and over again about the importance of wearing the tudung and also to cover my aurat. so i've made up my mind to just wear it when school starts even though sometimes i miss going out tudung-less. got such word eh? hahaha. insyaallah, with the support of my family, i can continue wearing tudung all the way despite the fact some may prefer me not wearing tudung while some may like it. anyways, look on the brighter note, i dont have to face a bad hair day and do not have to trouble myself to make my hair look presentable when i go out. true? (:

a positive mindset is all it takes.. dont mind much of what other people say to you or think about you. if you know you're doing the right thing, just go for it. its your life. you determine how your life goes. others may give their opinions. its up to you to take it or leave it. we cant stop people from talking which leaves us with two options. we can choose to listen and do something about it or we can choose not to listen and dont get too offended by it. so my advice is, choose what's right, go for it, and be happy.

so in conclusion.....

i have finally made up my decison.


regardless of whether i wear tudung..


or i didnt wear it at all...



i am still the same old Hidayah who loves bandung.
remember that! (:

so enjoy your weekends people!