heyyy. its been awhile that i keep my blog updated-less. since im jobless now, i mostly spent my time with my loved ones. it feels great to go out and shop like i love to. i did bought something just to get me prepare for poly such us new clothes, bag, shoes and etc.

talking about poly, i dont know whether to get excited or nervous about it. haha. yes excited because i no longer have to wear the same clothing to school anymore as in school uniform and of course im going to meet new people during the orientation or whatever thing that they're going to organise. hopefully there's some eyecandies to see and observe. lol! haha. melebih eh dayah. bonus la tu. hehehe.. and yes, nervous as im stepping my feet to a whole new place and environment and my secondary school friends aint longer going to be there with me at school. what if i get lost in that big school of ngee ann poly.. or worst still i cant make any friends? chill2.. i may be shy but after awhile i know i can make friends. so dont have to worry about that. for example, my experience at work. after awhile i can cling well with them and make some new friends at other outlets too. so it just takes time. insyaallah dayah. you can do it! have faith.. (:

i think im gaining weight! hahah. no suprise. i've been munching on food while watching tv. so i tried to eat less rice as i know rice can easily put me on weight. i seriously need to start back jogging. anyone wants to tag along? 2nd brother always wake up late due to his late night gaming. what game? i myself not sure. the rest of my family members are busy with work and friends have their own things to settle. might as well i go jogging alone like how i used to before i start working. hmm.. it all depends whether i can force myself to wake up early. since im having menses, my brother wont wake me up for morning prayers and my phone alarm will be useless because as soon as i hear the alarm i will shut it down. haha!

something to look up to this coming weekend. im getting my own laptop! hooray hooray! dad sponsored some money for my laptop. thanks dad! 4 more days to go.. 1st brother is going to accompany me anddddd also have this one lady too. future sis-in-law? allahuaklam.. hehehe!

finally blog updated
so im done here.
chaos!