before i go to bed, i'll make a quick update for today.. since im not working for just today, i met mum after she finished work as we're heading to causeway point to do a little shopping. pay day has passed and im quite satisfied. better than nothing right? bersyukur je la ape yang dapat. tkmo tamak2.

mum decided to buy for me a new cupboard since my wooden desk was broken due to the heavy stack of books that i piled on top of it and i guess its getting old and break. hahaha.. being a sweet mum, she sponsored the money for the cupboard. told you that my mum is sweet. (: then as we were looking around i found this simple dressing table that kept on calling my name. it kept on saying "Buy me! Buy me!" haha. okay fake. so after considering, i bought it. thankfully its on sale so its not that expensive. so both items will be sent to my home by right this wednesday... wohoo cant wait!.

at home, mum kept on pestering to me to tidy up my room since the new cupboard and dressing table will come any time soon. so i've got no more excuses left. i threw all the junks that i can possibly find in my room including the stacks of worksheets i did during secondary school and also the books too. it saddens me though when i looked back at those hard work that i put in to do all those revisions and notes that i've written to get me prepared for o-levels. now its been thrown away just like that. sad rightt.. buat penat je tules notes banyak2. but look on the brighter side, all those notes are worth it as i achieved the grades i wanted and now its time to let go as poly life is getting nearer each day. of course the good memories in secondary life will not be forgotten and the bad ones are experiences that taught me a lesson which i can learn from. i did keep some of my secondary books as i dont feel like throwing then away just yet. just one fine day i guess. mcm sayang gitu kan nak buang.. haha. i like to keep things as memories. and fyi, i do keep this secret box where i put in all the things that i feels its memorable, for example, motivation message that my primary school teacher give, some letters which were heartbreaking a few years back and now after reading it again i find it funny and silly. haha those cinta monyet moments and etc.

hmm.. my work schedule for this week is very hectic. the only off days i get is only today. the rest of the week which is from tuesday until sunday i need to work my ass off since Chinese New Year is coming and many people are taking leave or MC or off or whatever lah.. so i have to replace them. so leceh you know. i usually work only four days for every week. pfft! tkpe2.. think positively. more hours i work, the more i get for my pay. its sure going to be an tiring week for me then. just endure lor. if only i can grow my own money tree, that will be great. or even better, if it rains of money instead of water droplets, everyone will lead a happy and joyful life. no need to worry about owing loan sharks money and get to buy what you want and craved for and many many more. hahaha.. wait long2 eh dayah for that to happen. sounds sooooo impossible. as if such things happens. oh well. this is life. no money, no talk. but when you have money, dont forget your loved ones. money alone will not give you the happiness that you want or deserve. a happy family and also your friends that can give you that happiness.

i better get going now.
good night. sweet dreams.

ps. waiting by the phone. disappointed ):