Saturday, September 19, 2009,4:28 PM
get well soon!
pardon me for the lack of updates.
tonight will be the raya night. alot of preparations have not yet done. my room still need spring cleaning. but there is just too much paper and books all over my desks which i dont seem to able to throw them away. i might never know i'll throw some important notes which is useful for my revision. so i better think of something and put then somewhere so that my desks will look neater.
i've been helping mum in the kitchen to get the foods ready for breaking fast in the morning. i took a 2 hours nap in the afternoon. now here i am blogging while waiting for my video to buffer. currently watching samurai girl on the internet. i know it will be shown on the television on sunday night. but just in case, if i missed the show when i was out the whole day for raya. hopfully once im done typing, i will able to watch the video without it stopping halfway through the show.
talking about raya, mum has baked 3 types of kuih. the same type of kuih every year. i simply love her hand-made kuih. in my opinion, its better than buying in the market. despite of her hectic day at work, she still have the time to make kuih and also make extra to give out to my other relatives. thats why my mum can also known as Super Mum!. hehehe. just by looking at her face, i know she's tired but she persevered and do what needs to done to get it done and over with. i love you, mum. (:
my family colour code this year will remain as a secret. insyaallah, i'll upload pictures about my first day of raya at the next post. throughout this fastind period, i am unsure whether i actually lose weight or the other way round. haha. my weighting machine is spoit so it is an unreliable source. lol.
mcm buat ss sbq plak. grr.. i hate comb humans. i've been doing my revision mostly at night. this year i rarely go night study at school. it just feels different compared to last year. last year night class was soo memorable. the people whom i night class with should know why. (:
what else???
oh ya.. since raya is coming
i want to say something to the any of the people who knows me.
selamat hari raya.
maaf zahir dan batin.
kalau dayah ade menyinggung perasaan awak
atau meyakitkan hati awak, maafkan lah dayah.
halalkan makan dan minum dayah.
if i have not been a good girl/friend/daughter please forgive me.
to anyone whom has came across my life throughout my 17 years of living,
i hope you will forgive me for all my sins i have ever made to you.
i know im imperfect and made mistakes in life every now and then.
just your forgiveness is all i ever ask for and nothing else.
ikhlas dari hati, hidayah.