time flies fast. dont you think so?
i tried to stop it but you insisted.
so there's nothing i can do but to accept it.
it was very hard for me to accept such drastic decision in just short notice. the heart pain was very overwhelming. i am unsure if you really regretted with your decisions. you should have think it through before deciding on anything. whatever the reasons are, it has led us to this.

i thought we could make it through despite of those problems. but i guess you just give up sooner than i expected. i was afraid to decide due to my past experiences. but after i finally decided on those decisions, you just break it into small little pieces. goshh.. it really feels like being stabbed directly in the heart and pulling the knife out slowly making it much more painful. it really leaves a mark on me.

nevertheless, everything happens for a reason.
alhamdulillah.. life has been good now. i have moved on. i found my happiness and i hope you will too. i am leading life as per normal. no more hatred. i will just focus on my O-levels which will be in 2 months times. i just do not want history to repeat itself again....