taken on 2008. look at those eyebags.
the result after crying so much. hahaha

i shouldn't be bragging about this matter. and its the 21st today. what a coincidence. flashbacks reappear when i read those emails you sent me and not to forget the longggg email i sent to u too. i was sending my english homework via email and i clicked on my draft folders. all those emails still kept in my folder unread for quite a long period of time. so i just read it back. it just tickles me somehow. memories wont be throw for sure. i love keeping them close to heart even it hurts the hell out of me last time. now that im okay, it doesnt hurt that much.

not to forget,
someone 3 years ago appeared in front of my eyes yesterday. the sight of you just disgust me. dont play pretend with me as if you didnt notice me and make yourself busy by doing something else. i've noticed you tried to take a glance at me whenever you got a chance to.
you wanted to make a good impression on me last time but sorry to say that it turn out to be the totally OPPOSITE way round. seriously. i was plain stupid to even trust u back then. because of you.. my friends, teachers, family are all related to our problem when in the first place they shouldnt have to. as a result, i've hurt the people i love.
it was a nightmare. a very scary one. those 3 letters that you sent me are still kept. and one of them are even 6 pages longgg. it just boils me up whenever it comes to you. people say forgive and forget. i do agree on that, but for your situation is different. just stay away from me and you're forgiven. however, i know in my heart you'll never be forgiven after all that troubles you caused me. go to hell with you. and F***ed off! pfft!

by the way, sorry for the harsh words. if you know me well enough, i rarely say all these harsh words to people. i can be nice to you or just the opposite way. im keeping it cool whenever im angry. everyone's patience has its limits y'know.