i woke up early as i'm meeting nurul and the rest to library at 10. somehow my instinct tells me that something unexpected will happen today. but i just ignore it and pray that my day will go smoothly.

library only open at 11. soo, we have around 30-40 mins to wait. we loiter around lot 1 and at the same time search for mael's birthday present; tawaf-ed the place, up and down the escalator and going in and out of shops. at 11, well not exactly at 11, we got in the library. i returned back 3 of my borrowed books and dont plan to borrow any other books. i was so engrossed reading and didnt realise that it's nearly to 12. so hurried to mael's place.

the weather is killing me. food and drinks were served. more and more people came, mostly mael's group of friends. i've spotted someone there. someone that i've been missing so much. i thought that my eyes were playing tricks with me. as that someone get closer, i have a better vision, and i was right. haiyoo.. 

i was confident in the morning that someone has school and wont make it to mael's party. no doubt that someone is one of mael's friend. so there's still a 50-50 possibilty that someone will come. i suddenly teared. tears of joy that finally i get to see that someone after so long? tears of sorrow that i'm meeting someone that had stabbed me in the heart slowly and painfully? i'm unsure of it. argh! why am i so weak?!? damn. i moved away with tipah to calm myself down. it was just out of sudden that someone popped out from nowhere. 

shocked. speechless. and yes, my instinct was right. urghh!! sickening.
*sorry if i say too much that someone* haha.

the celebration still proceed. its kinda boring sorry to say that. but at least i get to meet some of my schoolmates. should i be thankful that i got to see that someone as well? haha. a yes and a no i guess.. at 3 off we went to 7-eleven. i just need the air-cond! we sat somewhere for awhile.  then at 3.30 we went in our separate ways. i did not went home straight. i walked around my area. i went to that 'place' where its breezy, enjoyed the wind and cooled myself down. lots of thinking to do and i need some peace to think over it. 

once thats done, i went home. 

i went to the nearest shop since mum asked me to buy bread. unexpectedly again, i saw that someone and his mates on their way home. that someone tegur-ed me and yeah smiled, waved and thats it. 

k im done! finally (:

picture time!


small eyes


fazilah and dayah(:


mizah and shidah(: